Hi Wendy,
Thank you for choosing a Heart of
Faerie Valentine's Day reading with me.
There are five
positions in this reading and an underpinning card. The underpinning card tells
of the supporting energy for the reading and is the card on the bottom of the
deck when all cards have been drawn. Where there are two cards listed under a
heading this is as they have fallen out or where further information is
required to make sense of the first card out.
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Past |
Present |
Future |
You in the |
Potential of Relationship |
Underpinning |
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17 The Rox |
4 The Queen of |
46 The Juggler |
13 The Speaker of the
Truth |
57 The Joy of the |
54 The Leaving |
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53 The Blessing |
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24 The Child |
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36 The Star Faerie |
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22 The Maiden |
The cards have been selected to fill the positions and the story they tell is interesting.
THE PAST:
The Rox is a King and he is used to having someone run around after him.
In fact, he is rather too busy to do much for himself. He can't pick up after
himself, clean his own mess or look after himself. It's not that he doesn't
want to rather he just physically can't.
The person represented by this card may also have a “poor me” or “I am
not well enough” attitude. There is no wish to move forward and, in honesty, no
way to do so. At the time of the relationship there was an imbalance where you
were strong and they leant on that strength. Following from there the leaning
became complaining when you were unable to support them in their weariness.
Sadly this meant the relationship had to go so you could move forward.
Supporting this card is the Blessing. Every relationship brings gifts
even where none are immediately apparent. The gift in your past relationship is
the ability to know you are strong enough to carry not only yourself but anyone
who needs carrying. Beyond this is the gift of knowing when to let the other
carry themselves. Your own inner “neediness” was exposed to the light
throughout the relationship and you were able to set that part of you free. Now
you are capable of knowing when you need support and asking for that support.
THE PRESENT:
The Queen of the Day brings grace, blessing and
light your way. You are seeing clearly all you desire to come to you and making
room in your life to allow the incoming joy. You are blessed by a “state of grace”, a
time of calm and bliss. Enjoy this state and allow all the incoming good to
flow to you.
At this time review your life partner vision and bring the vision
closer. See all you wish to come to fruition and all the attributes you wish
your future partner to embody. Know you already embody these attributes so you
are seeking one to complement all you already are rather than someone to fill
in a void. You are seeking a partner in grace and love, a partner who will be
whole as you are whole.
This time is for you. Let yourself
shine.
THE FUTURE:
Drawing the Juggler had me drawing other cards to explain the situation.
When it finally came I understood the question had been asked incorrectly and
Faeries are very particular about how you ask the question. So the
Juggler is you in the future, Wendy, doing many things well and moving forward
and trying to always do more as well. In this way you are constantly moving,
never standing still and unable to stop because the wheels may well stop
spinning and then...
Stand still for just a few moments and find the state of grace. When you
feel the rush forward, the desire to keep going when you know you need to stop
just stand still and breathe. As you do you will begin to see the magic around
you, you will notice the beauty on offer and you will get a sense of the
relationship being brought to you. Stop running too fast for love to catch you
up.
The Child was the supporting card drawn in the first instance. Innocence
and wonder, always following the light with joy and openness. The light of love
shines brightly and you look at it with wonder. There is no question in your
heart, you open your heart and step into the relationship with joy. Like a
child with trust in your heart.
The Star Faerie I drew to shed light on the future relationship rather
than on you in the future *smile*. The energy of the relationship coming to you
is one of connection. The Star Faerie is about Universal connection,
remembering the star energy connects us all. Your relationship will be deeply
connected, a true meeting of the souls through united understanding and love.
Yes, there will be differences and lack of understanding but you will find it
easy to communicate with this new partner because of the strength of your
connection.
YOU IN THE RELATIONSHIP:
The Speaker of Truth is the card drawn here. In
aligning the card to you I see a woman who is able to see beyond the illusion
of outer appearances to the deeper person within. You are a woman of integrity
and you speak your truth clearly and well. Your honesty will engender trust
from your partner and you will find in him a person you can trust. For the
first time in your life you will be with someone who can support you as you
have supported others.
Be honest with yourself first and the rest will
fall into place. What is the question deep in your heart? The answer will open
the door…
THE POTENTIAL OF THE RELATIONSHIP
The Joy of the Future; happiness and love. Anticipate the future as
filled with joy. Expect the best as the relationship promises to be the best.
The future will unfold exactly as it is meant to do and, for you, this will
mean brightly and full of light. The past has taught its lessons so it is time
for the future to unfold. Allow the past to slide away and build a new path of
light, fun and love. You deserve the very best so accept the best.
Your future relationship will be with a person of great self awareness.
They may not always get it right but they will certainly accept when they don't
and try harder next time. There is a sense of impatience around this person,
the sense is one who expects a lot of themselves and can be rather hard on
themselves when they don't achieve what they feel they should. This is also a
reflection of you, Wendy. The inner light in the person coming to you is
bright, again a reflection of you. You are drawing to yourself a great love, a
love which will bring happiness and lessons as all great loves do. Enjoy.
UNDERPINNING:
CARD 1: First underpinning card
before I reshuffled to draw the Star Faerie
The Leaving is in essence the card of growth. Whenever we grow we leave
behind the old in order to make way for the new. Think of a butterfly leaving
behind the chrysalis and you have the basic idea here. You have moved out of
the old and are shedding the past to make way for the new. All you need is
within you and those who guide you are only a thought away. Be sure to ask for
directions should you feel unsure.
CARD 2: The underpinning card of the
final shuffle
This card supports the Leaving in that the Maiden
is your road map to love. Remember your first love with its joy and wonder, its
tears and frustrations. As you remember your first love you will remember how
fully in love you were, how all important that love was to you. Yes, you were
innocent and full of trust, yes you loved passionately and completely. In the
memory is the map for loving now. With all of you in the mix, enjoy loving,
crying, laughing, playing, angriness, imbalance, harmony, LIVE with the passion
of the Maiden. Live and love with passion and zest. Life is offering you
everything - take it with both hands.
You are deserving of joy and passion in all areas of life. Jump right on
in, Wendy, and enjoy the abundance of love waiting for you.
Blessings,
Lee-Anne
Hi Lee-Anne,
What an informative and confirming reading. The Past is exact - I always chose men who "needed me" and while my need to help others was addressed, my others needs were totally ignored and thus the relationships were draining and empty. However, these relationships did make me aware of my own needs. I now know what I need and want in a partner.
I think the Future refers to my fears of ending up with relationships of the past - fearing that if I allow myself to enjoy whatever it is I have - it will blow up in my face again so I will have to work on that fear and somehow learn to trust my partner. I know that is an issue but I will try to focus on what is constantly being told to me and that is that the past is over and what comes into my life will not be a repeat of the past. Thank you so much!
Wendy